Dear God 2.0

Dear God,

I'm trying hard to reach you.

Dear God,

I see your face in all I do.

Sometimes,

It's so hard to hard to believe it.

But God,

I know you have your reasons...

Lord, why is this world such an ugly place?

Beauty surrounds me but

It just won't look me in the face.

And people argue now

They're gone missing without a trace.

And when I need you

all I see is just an empty space.

Finding you is not a race,

I know there are times when we win or lose.

But why does it feel that

at times between two souls you choose.

One, who is less deserving

Because I refuse

To believe you want a son to

hear his father's name in the news.

Like,

He was killed by some dude who drank too much booze.

But not a scratch marked the drunken man.

Yes I know,

They teach us that you have a plan.

But do you blame us

when we seem to not give a damn?

When we want you when

when know the shit has hit the fan?

Forgive me, I still am a huge fan,

I just can't help but wonder in this world I'm in.

This world you created,

you know the one filled with sin?

Where people burn their city

if their team doesn't win.

Where money matters more

Than the love of one's kin.

I know things will change,

I just must ask when?

Until then,

I pray and I say,

Amen.

Dear God,

I'm trying hard to reach you.

Dear God,

I see your face in all I do.

Sometimes,

It's so hard to hard to believe it.

But God,

I know you have your reasons...